突然沒事情做. 沒戲看, 沒劇本讀. 啊現在是要怎麼樣?

結果只好跑來這裡囉~

昨天學車後, 原本只想要買甜點然後就回家的. 結果到了書局逛了一下, 就開始在那裡讀書. 讀書喔!! 我這種人也會讀書欸~ 哈哈哈! 不過就是去看那些對人格或心靈比較有幫助的書啦. 覺得自己也需要看一下. 原本想說要不要買, 結果在那裡讀了之後, 覺得買回家也不會看的啦. 所以就沒買囉~ 哈哈哈!

其實喜歡看那種短短的故事, 卻有著幫忙人變得積極的寓意. 因為我並不是一個喜歡讀那種長長的故事, 或者是小說的人. 因為很容易就開始分心了. 反倒是短短的故事, 簡潔有力. 這樣比較好啦~ 哈哈哈!

我記得其中一個故事: 你要當金錢的奴隸還是金錢的主人? 不過, 這個對我來說還真的是很難的一件事. 要怎麼去當金錢的主人呀? 我想我這輩子應該就是金錢的奴隸了~

另一個故事我覺得很有意思: 如果一個人因為恐懼而不敢嘗試, 這樣永遠都不會成功.

還有, 多一個故事就是在說: 短暫的放棄並不代表永遠的放棄. 懂得放棄也是一種勇氣. 也許放棄之後,  才會得到更值得的回報. 因為, 那放棄只是短暫的. 總有一天還是會把它爭取回來的.

當然還有一些, 但是我忘記了.

對了! 想起來多一個, 我覺得很重要的!

那就是: 不管做什麼, 即使是最後一件事, 也要盡力的把它完成. 至少在人生的最後一刻留下美好的完結篇.

沒錯! 不要因為是最後一件事而草草了事. 我一定要記得這點! 至少要有一個完美的結束!

那麼, 我要在這裡完美的結束我這篇文章囉~

做人要樂觀、積極、向上! 加油!!~

Ok, time to blog! But my left arm is really aching! It's aching until I don't even feel like moving my arm and just lie on the bed to rest. Lols! Must be because I haven't been exercising for a long time. And even if I'm "exercising", I'm only exercising my right arm. So, this time round, does it means that I've also exercised my left arm too? Hahaha.

Ok, anyway, had lunch at this place last Wednesday.


It's somewhere at Owen road? I don't remember where already la. Hahaha!


It's a quiet place during weekdays I suppose? Not sure about weekends.


Ordered this chocolate... milkshake? I forgot what it's called already. Anyway, it's just chocolate drink la. Hahaha!


And this is beef sandwich I ordered! I think it's quite filling la. Cos it seems quite big. But the chicken and tuan sandwich is smaller. =x

Overall, I think this place is ok la. Hahaha. But somehow I felt that it's quite expensive! I think I spent about $12?! But at least I get to know one more place. Hahaha. Rather than going to the same place again and again. I need to explore more places in Singapore! -.-'''

Anyway, had a shoot on Thursday! Hahaha! Finally I get to see someone. And I think I better not mention the show name here. Cos it's simply too dangerous. I don't want the people from there to google it and in the end, find themselves here. =x Oh my god. Scary. Hahaha! Although I'm a person who like to do those scary stuff. But I don't want anyone to do it to me... Lols!

Ok, it may seems confusing. Nevermind!

Work is pretty alright. But somehow I think it will be a torture for me for this 3 months! So near yet so far! Rahhh. Now I can only say, 時機未到~ Hahaha. Just to pacify myself. :(

And for now, I still haven't come to a decision yet! Time is ticking anyway. Maybe this also means that it's not time yet? Somehow, time is passing really quick during my time in this company. Yes, it's a good thing. I don't count down to leaving. But then, somehow the future seems bleak for me. I still don't know what I really want in life yet.

16 days to flying off to somewhere else. I don't really have the holiday mood at all. It seems so... 平淡. Maybe I'm too tired already. Haven't had a good sleep since... Don't know when la. I just hope I can pass my driving test and then I can finally have the weekend to myself! Really dislike waking up early on weekends! Especially for now, it's really hardcore revision and have to drive for 2 days. Which also means, I got no time for myself at all. I can't sleep till 自然醒 at all! :(

Actually, up till now, I still don't understand why did I even choose to learn driving. It's weird la. Maybe I don't understand myself at all. But I should stop getting influenced by external stuff!

淡定.

Somehow I unknowingly came across this google search and I'm surprise by the results!

Was searching "incense smell" on google and I realised that there are people who smell incense randomly and they are puzzled by that! I'm not the only one who will randomly smell incense when there's no incense burning!

Sometimes I will smell it out of the blue! Was thinking is it because there's something wrong with my nose or what?!

But then, luckily it's not cancer or what. I'm afraid to see that in the search results lor! But many people said it as a "paranormal encounter".

So I'm just wondering does anyone else out there who is reading by blog also smell incense randomly? Hahaha!

Ok, and I promise I will update my cobwebbed blog soooooon~~

當生命有了值得奮鬥的目標, 自然而然就會覺得所做的事情都很有意義. 而做事情的時候也都很有動力.

然而, 在奮鬥的過程當中, 有人陪伴, 一起奮鬥也是一個很強的動力. 因為, 至少知道自己不是一個人在拼. 也許這只是巧合. 但是, 覺得很慶幸有這種巧合. 也許生命中的所有巧合都代表了一個緣份, 一種註定.

所以, 更加珍惜擁有的當下.

其實, 還是會覺得很不捨得. 雖然, 好像算是有了一個決定. 不過卻還沒有去實行它. 其實, 接下來的幾個月或許這一切的美好都會不一樣. 或者, 這些都會變得更加不捨. 不過, 往更大的方面想, 也許, 這只是人生的短暫離別而已.

只希望, 未來的路是光明的. 坎坷也好, 平坦也好. 只要到了最後, 知道沒有白走, 那麼就算是值得了吧?

Haven't been updating my blog! So I'm here to give a short update~

This 2 weeks is going to be crazy. Busy busy busy! So many things to edit! I just hope I can finish it up on Valentine's day! Not because of Valentine's day but because it's an important day the next day~~ Hehehe!

Ok, don't pin any hopes first. -.-'''


Anyway, went to decorate my table yesterday, as in Monday night~ HAHAHA!

Hope I can finish up the stuff which must be done by Friday, on Friday! Otherwise~ My day after Valentine's day might just 泡湯!!! :(

Alright. Nothing much already~

It's 人日, but I don't feel anything. Lols!

Anyway, had a "feast" on Friday! Hahaha! Feast for lunch and dinner~ How nice! :)


Lunch at boss's house. 撈魚生~ Haven't done that for ages already!

After that, some games here and there. Scary though. Cos it's really not my type of game. Even if it is so, I would rather play with closer friends. :/

Anyway, went to Kenneth's house on the same night.


Steamboat for dinner!

After that, went to his room to play some card games. Hahaha. No gambling la~ XD And left his house at around 10.30pm?

On Saturday, went to ECP with Peiyi to cycle! Haven't been cycling for ages too. I can't remember when was the last time I touch a bike. Hmmm. In 2010 at Taiwan? But then I didn't manage to ride it at that time. Lols. At least this time round, I managed to get some feel back. But somehow, I can't help but to blame the bike. I think it's the bike that's difficult to ride lor. It's not smooth at all. =x Aiya, forget it. I think I'm more safe in 4 wheels, rather than 2 wheels. Hahaha. =x

And I can't believe that I fell down! It's really the whole person falling off the bike. But thank god I fell into the bushes! The view in front of me suddenly changed in a split second. Hahaha. But come to think of it, I think it was quite hilarious. But maybe it's because I didn't really get injured or what la. 整個人消失在灌木叢裡~ I was worried that I might get some abrasion or what. But luckily, I didn't. Phew! Thanks to the bushes! And luckily it's just a normal bushes. Not a rose bed. -.-''' And luckily there's nothing sharp in the bushes. Hahaha. :)


Anyway, was sitting down somewhere with Peiyi and started playing with this kind of long grass. Was trying to make a ring but I think I failed. Lols! The grass is too hard to twist.

After that, went to the food centre or is it called marketplace at Bedok to eat. I love those kind of places! Cos there's so many food to eat. Hahaha! Ate char kway tiao and 2 BBQ chicken wings! Was super hungry lor, after buring all the energy at riding. It's even more tiring when you don't know how to ride, cos you will lose balance and you have to use your leg to keep supporting yourself. -.-'''

Hahaha! But at least I managed to sleep for 9 hours today. And I had a dream.

其實, 到現在還是覺得未來很茫然. 因為自己要的是什麼自己都不知道.

對, 我想要在這一行混, 也很捨不得現在所擁有的一切. 但是, 現在我做的事情, 是我想要的嗎? 這一行有很多不一樣的部門, 不一樣的職位. 其實心裡還是有一份自己想要的東西. 但是那個需求並不高. 雖然倔強的我還是會想要等到那職位開放的那一天.

不過, 這像是在騎馬找馬嗎?

其實, 我也是捨不得我現在的部門. 因為, 至少同事們都很好. 而且, 重點是!! 老闆也很好! 天啊~ 真的不敢想像以後新工作的老闆會是怎樣的. 有時候, 好的老闆是可遇不可求的!! :/

但是, 如果堅守在崗位上, 那麼, 我不是會一直工作一直工作一直工作, 都不會有時間停頓嗎? 其實, 能夠有一點時間休息, 玩樂, 然後才找工作也是好的.

但是, 如果是內部調動, 確實比從外面想要進來機率更大! 畢竟, "近水樓臺先得月” 嘛~~

到底, 那一個文憑才會比較有用啊?! 其實說來說去, 還是說不出一個所以然來...

畢竟一個比較專攻, 另一個比較廣泛. 廣泛的當然會比較好. 但是... 唉! 還是有很多很多的原因啦. 專攻的必須辭掉工作, 廣泛的可以繼續工作. 但是, 半工半讀是我想要的嗎? 然後, 也不知道那廣泛的文憑到底好不好. 至少我知道專攻的是有名的大學. 專攻然後辭職的文憑能夠讓我先逍遙一下, 才開始工作生活. 廣泛然後堅守崗位的能夠讓我保留飯碗.

有時候, 人在一個崗位上做久了之後, 就會有那種不想離開的感覺了. 也許是習慣了那步調, 也不想要再重新調試自己來面對新的人事物. 至少我是這樣的人吧. 所以, 也許如果真的在那裡做了3年後, 就算有的調動, 我應該也會不想要調動了吧? 因為又要重新認識新的同事. 也不知道到時候會不會有什麼流言蜚語...

也許, 重新開始才是好的? 但是, 為什麼新生活的文憑是那麼專攻的文憑啦~~ 唉!!

不知道, 在另一個平行時空的我, 到底做出了什麼樣的選擇呢? 能不能讓我去看一下「她」的未來?

新年快樂! 祝大家龍年行大運啦~ 哈哈哈!!

祝大家都龍馬精神! 生龍活虎! :D

送上大仁哥的表演! 哈哈哈!! 陳柏霖~~



我不會喜歡你~ 才怪? 哈哈哈!

Meetup with Eleanor, Limei, Minchang at Toa Payoh yesterday at around 5.45pm. It was raining heavily! Anyway, I was having a flu yesterday. I hate it. Everything is so tasteless to me! :/

Anyway, went to order sushi from Ichiban Sushi and Tonglin came to meet us there. Then, went to NTUC to get some drinks. Then, went to buy KFC. After that, went to collect the sushi and made our way to Minchang's house!


Although it's Chinese New Year, but we are actually having... Sushi and fast food. Hmmm. Lols! So unique.

So, ate and after that went to Minchang's room to play Monopoly deal. Didn't win at all. Guess my luck is still badddd! :(

After that, Meijun and Qiaolin came too. So we all started talking randomly. Can't really remember much cos I was kind of sleepy from all the sneezing. But I remembered talking about people at our age getting married. Woah. I think it's kind of early. Hmmm. =x

But still, may all those who are getting married not because of the girl is pregnant last long~ :D

Left Minchang's house at 1am. Took a cab home! $6.45! But the uncle gave me a $4 change when I gave him a $10. Hahaha. How nice. Happy CNY! XD

Just cleaned my room and it's clean now! Hahaha. Finally removed the final semester timetable on my wall! It's been there for more than a year! From 2010 october till today! And I'm so not use to the empty space now! Cos last time I will change the timetable every semester. Now, I don't have to change it anymore. So weird.

But, what's next? Will there be a new timetable, soon? :/

It's 1 hour plus to Dragon year! May I find a solution soon~~ Rahhhh!

I feel like eating ice cream. The coffee ice cream I ate when I was very very young. Suddenly thought of it. Felt like I've gone back to the past. HAHAHA!

Fade out 過去 讓未來漸漸的 Fade in
讓快樂無止盡 讓悲傷無形 

:)

Time to update on my life.

Life is made up of many many different stories in different parts of our life.

Sometimes it's quite hard to really explain what's going through in my heart. I know that I myself know the whole story of it. But I just couldn't really say the whole picture out.

It's still not the whole picture I've told, it's just part of it.

Oh well.

By hook or by crook...